Tuesday, September 4, 2007

Aristotle and Averroes

Aristotle and Averroes
Kareem Salama

I was like you and yes you were like me
We were so much alike but unique as can be
Friends till the end and we were quite the right team
Like those two men Aristotle and Averroes

It was a cold evening near the end of the fall
That we made our acquaintance for nothing at all
But the common interest to make melodies
And little did we know that fine friends we would be

At first you spoke little and I said a lot
But in time you would trust me with depth of your thought
And though we were only young men at the time
We had souls of the ancients but the youth left to climb

CHORUS 2x
I was like you and yes you were like me
We were so much alike but unique as can be
Friends till the end and we were quite the right team
Like those two men Aristotle and Averroes

I was walking down the road many took
Studied all the classics learned all the great books
But I listened to the inspiration inside of me
And expected the least but had the courage to see

There was a time when the world didn't know
The way you could make a song from just a few notes
But never did you imagine never did I
That with different and some brilliance we'd
come back to life

CHORUS 2x
I was like you and yes you were like me
We were so much alike but unique as can be
Friends till the end and we were quite the right team
Like those two men Aristotle and Averroes

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

My Personal Theme Song for Project Downtown

Black Fingernails, Red Wine
Eskimo Joe

Black fingernails, red wine. I wanna make you, all mine. A lot of people, underground. You wanna get there? You gotta go straight down.

There's a culture, everywhere. Smoke clouds, hang in the air. It's so loud, can't hear you talk. You and I, should take a walk downtown.


Straight down. Downtown.

Straight down.

The argument over god continues in this house. All of us stand and point our fingers at the ground. All of us stand and point our fingers.

Straight down.

Red-letter day, black heart.Its gonna tear you, all apart. It's so loud; can't hear you call. You and I, are gonna fall straight down.

Straight down.

Downtown. Straight down.


The argument over god continues in this house. All of us stand and point our fingers at the ground. All of us stand and point our fingers.

Straight down.

Thoughts.

Thought #1: My heart goes out to those who have ever had to beg for money. Even if you don't need it for yourself. Even asking latently, via, for example, a prettied-up shoebox at the CAIR Banquet. I was embarassed like whoa, winding through tables, carrying a box, basically screaming, "Give me your moniiiiiiiies!" But maaaan was it so worth it when this kid skips up to me and drops a c-note into the box. (That's a $100 for those of you who aren't hip to the groove.) Just stuffs it right in there. Made my night.

Thought #2: There are some things worth humiliating yourself for. There are some things worth swallowing your pride, and your coolness factor for. It's okay to look like a dumbass sometimes. Go crazy. Hullahoop with a bunch of kids like no one is watching.

Get up from the desk at school while you're studying for your hard-as-nails exam and saying, "I'm off to pray. Any requests?" When you return some joker is gonna quip, "You sure you prayed enough for us?" They won't think you're a loser for taking ten minutes out of your life to put your forehead to the ground and plead to God to keep you going. The people around you are so thirsty for spiritual, well, anything. They just might join you one day.

Sigh, blow imaginary bangs out of your face, and mutter dejectedly, "Am I having a bad hair day, or what?"

Walk into the bathroom proudly with your Big Gulp lota. Also, put your damn foot in the sink.

Tuesday, June 5, 2007

Edit (Edit, Edit...)

Some days I ask myself, why do I edit? Other days I ask myself, why the hell do I edit?


Those are the days when your system is so slow it's probably going back in time several operating systems (Windows 3.1, anyone?) and editing a single clip is sheer unmitigated torture punctuated only by the glaring hourglass icon. But you can't stop yourself because you woke up and couldn't get an image out of your head, a one-two-three-uh-huh that goes perfectly with a scene, and you just need. To see it. Work. So despite the technical difficulties you trudge onward and outward; the timeline inching forward (wait, an inch? A WHOLE inch? Now that is optimism right there) until reality is shaped into a latent image of what you saw in your mind.

It's never good enough. What do drug addicts call it? Chasing the dragon? No matter how hard you work on it, the final result is never up to par with what you pictured in your mind. A slight frown crosses your face as you watch the playback:

iseeaflickerthereishouldextendthatclipmaybechangethatsceneohgodthetimingisoffat36.47

Obsess, obsess, obsess. It's never good enough.

Well, duh. To you, it isn't.

You need to trust yourself enough to have confidence that what you made, rocks. Is the shizzit. Is teh pretty. (Even when you don't really believe it.) Because the hardest part is letting go of your baby. You don't want people to be mean to your baby. You want them to be like, this is the best, most well-behaved baby ever. 16:9 aspect ratio, perfect resolution, elegant titles and credits, and cuts so sharp you'll bleed if you don't watch out.

So you toss your baby onto YouTube and reel those comments in. Nothing like, "OMGasdfk i luved your video!!!!!!!1" to boost the ego in the morning.

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Project Downtown

So yesterday was the official debut of the Orlando chapter of Project Downtown...and it was a rocking success. About 15 people gathered together in one place at 6 AM for no other reason than to please Allah (SWT). Together we made what felt like a year's worth of peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, (and iced tea!) and yes, jelly IS harder to spread than peanut butter! Before we started, we all sat down in the musallah for a pep talk. Or should I say, a niyah talk? We reminded ourselves that we weren't doing this for ourselves, we weren't doing it because our friends were doing it, we weren't doing it because it'd make us look good. Our only purpose for being there was to please Allah by helping those less fortunate than us. At that moment, any lingering trepidation or anxiety I was feeling just melted away. Regardless of what we accomplished that day, as long as we kept our intention pure, the rest is just gravy, insha Allah.

So we got out there. And it was...incredible. While we were distributing food and toiletry items, I was amazed at how humble and polite everyone was. Everyone calmly took maybe one or two of each item and then went about their day. And the stories they had to tell! I met this one man named Jimmy and his wife, Sharon. Sharon had a torn ACL in her knee, so Jimmy said they went to the VA hospital. That is how I found out he was a veteran of the Vietnam war. He served three tours of duty, lasting 33 months total. I was stunned at how someone could put their life on the line for three years, and then decades down the line end up on the streets of the very same country for which they risked their life. Jimmy and Sharon are trying to save up money for an apartment, and insha Allah I'll be making duaa they get it.

We also met Harmonica Man, who taught us how he plays the harmonica. He was like, you can get one for five dollars. Just keep in in your pocket. Practice, and you'll get it in 5 or 6 months. Much easier to carrier around than a guitar. Blow into it like you're talking, but mute your words.

There is another man who sits outside the homeless shelter on a chair, and draws and writes poetry in a journal. When I passed by he seemed completely absorbed by what he was drawing, he barely noticed me. There was also a woman with four kids who was there. The girls were absolutely adorable. As they left, I recall high fives and plenty of "Byeeeeee!" and hand waving. So sweet.

Another man was walking with a crutch. I stopped by to give him some toiletries. "How's life treating you today, sir?" I asked. "Oh you know, my leg is all f...pardon my language," he said, stopping short. "It's okay," I said, surprised and a little pleased that he didn't want to curse in front of me.

That morning is not a day that I will soon forget. It was a learning experience for all of us, and it truly opened my eyes. I look forward to going back.

Thursday, May 17, 2007

The Awesomeness of LiveJournal

So, a few months ago, YouTube wiped my username and videos from their website. I, of course, was heartbroken. Especially because I had wiped all my vids from my hard drive in a fit of Oh-my-God-vidding-is-taking-over-my-life-I'm-going-to-hell. But, dude. Why you gotta be like that. That stuff comes in handy for Life (TM). I'm taking future jobs, my resume, my CAREER bhai-jee. One of the editors of Stargate Atlantis sent me an email himself last August telling me how much he liked one of my videos. (Yeah, yeah, I thought it was a joke at first, but if it was, they went to the trouble of making a fully-stocked IMDB page, website, resume, photo and email address. I don't think so.)

So I went to atlantis_vids on LiveJournal and pleaded my case before a level-headed jury of my cyber peers, and WITHIN the DAY, I had all my videos in some form or another back on my hard drive. The kind-hearted souls who had once upon a time ripped my videos from YouTube were kind enough to upload 'em to file-sharing websites for me to download. WITHIN THE DAY, people. So. Much. Love.

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

The Dichotomy of Heels

So today I wore heels to school for the very first time. It was, shall we say, an interesting experience? There is something powerful about hearing your feet going CLAP-CLAP-CLAP as you walk. Made me feel older, kinda. Like the women I've grown up watching. My feet looked darn pretty, too. The only thing (which I was expecting, since although the heels are pretty they are kinda crappy for long-term use) was that they hurt like no other. Hurt like a hurtin' thing. My feet were SCREAMING. The people who say hijab is oppression have obviously never worn high(ish) heels! If that isn't oppression, I don't know what is! Goodness. And then in the bathroom I dropped my mathbook. Right. On. My. Toes. The big toe of my left foot bore the brunt of the attack, and is now turning a lovely shade of plum. I was carrying my stuff around in a plastic UCF bag, because any bag that I carry on my shoulders has me in cryin' pain by the end of the day, no matter how light. So anyway, I was lifting the bag off the hook, one of the handles snapped, and the whole thing dropped, straight down. Onto my poor, poor toes. I cried out, cursed, and hopped around on one foot, gripping my toes and gritting my teeth. Ouchie. Now my big toes have matching bruises under the nails, the right from when I banged my toe on the drawer handle when I lifted my foot to make wudhu (thus, living up to my screenname!)

So, right, heels. Okay, you know that scene from House, when his leg is hurting him so much because he went off his Vicodin, and he becomes so desperate he hurts his hand with some sharp implement, to distract him from the pain in his leg? Immediately afterward, he glances up with a look of relief? The interesting thing is, the same thing happened to me. The initial pain distracted me from the pain of the heels digging into my feet. It felt damn good, too. Just don't try this at home kids.

My English teacher was wearing a kurta today. He looked very bohemian.

My math teacher is still the awesomest. I hope I did well on that test. I know I studied my ass off (I wish!) for that test. Implementing what I learned today:

Let p = "Sarah studied like no other" and q = "Sarah did well on her test"
p --> q!
If Sarah studied like no other, then Sarah did well on her test!
~p --> ~q!
If Sarah did not study like no other, then Sarah did not do well on her test!